I hope you don't have the type of family-of-origin that can't seem to be kind and loving, but if you do you will understand this.
I'm taking a break from blogging for awhile...just too upset and tired from the drama.
I have tried to end communication on that end so hopefully things will improve with my state of mind.
In the meantime, the kids are busy.
Elizabeth is working hard at the local community college and John is working hard on his lessons.
Back when I have something to say that isn't TMI about this family crap...
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BTW, you don't think I am hateful or mean, do you?????
This is one of those times I wish I was like my friend Rayven
and I could just tell people to fuck off...
OK, no more TMI...
I'll be back soon with some excellent stuff
from our trip....
I'll be back soon with some excellent stuff
from our trip....
Hope you can find your footing and when you're ready to blog again we'll be waiting for you :) Danica
ReplyDeleteSending you love and peace, my friend. <3
ReplyDeleteTHanks....Just a little time will help...
ReplyDeleteFamily can be rough. Been dealing with some of my own family stuff, not just immediate family but stuff with my mom and dad. Though on my end it's more trying to reconcile past with present, that while they did something horrendous 11 years ago, it's not the only thing they did. I'm not struggling with this quite as much as my sister is though but still, it's trying to come to terms with what happened, and how that fits in overall with how I feel about them and about my childhood and how others expect me to feel about them because of what they did. And how, within all of that, I'm still in a sense trying to find a family to belong in. So I feel for you and hope you get it all worked out. (HUGS)
ReplyDeleteJaneen, that all sounds upsetting....the kind of upsetting that makes you tired and sad alot...
DeleteWhy not "friend" me on FB and we can talk more if you like...