I am still Homeschool Atheist Momma!
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I had an epiphany today.
A rather obvious epiphany, but an epiphany nonetheless.
A rather obvious epiphany, but an epiphany nonetheless.
I
am a completely normal human being. I am pretty great at some things. I
suck at some things. I have made some huge errors in my life, some just
this week. I have made some excellent decisions.
I have done fuckall
shit. I have done great shit. I have been an absolutely horrible parent.
I have been a model parent.
Truly, I have been human. My parenting has run the gamut from crap to exceptional.
Well-meaning,
lazy, learning, thoughtful, loving, shaming, affectionate, sympathetic,
supportive, boring, crass, intelligent, creative, introverted,
extroverted, positive, negative, plucky, finicky, interested, gullible,
thin-skinned, tacky, exuberant, self-absorbed, insecure, generous, gentle, charming, funny,
snobby, embarrassing, impotent, peaceful, kind, genuine, forgetful, a
failure, a success...
So
when you look at me, when you think of me, you can see exactly who you
want to see. Do you think of me as a complete bitch? There is massive
evidence that that is true. Do you think of me as a gentle and loving
woman? Evidence is piling up that this is the truth. Do you think that I
am a fuck up? Many events point to that as the truth. Do you think that
my heart is always in the right place? I can prove that this is true.
Do you think that I am a person to avoid? Many parts of me prove that
that is fact. Do you view me as a person to go to in time of need? This,
too, is the truth.
As a wise person recently told me, it’s not what you look at, it’s what you see. (It was my son who said that to me!)
Therefore,
if you, as the person with the eyes, choose to see me in some light,
you will find every evidence that you are absolutely correct. If someone else has a definition of me, that definition speaks far more about them than about me.
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Great to "see" you, Dionne!
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